I need help with my anxiety and bipolar problems..?

Im currently a senior and this year I got social anxiety due to a bad job experience but now i cant take it.. I feel like social anxiety is too much to bear and lately i feel im going crazy.. I currently divalproex. risperdone, and buspar but doubt buspar and risperdone is doin anything.. Also now im always more irritated, sensitive, and feel impatient all the time.. and just awkward with ppl i been also lately wanting to kill myself and not care.. im also worrying like crazy that im moving schools because now its harder 4 me to make friends.. i dunno how to continue plz help.. i want to overcome it and but sometimes i feel like im going nuts..